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Once in a while, whilst walking through this maze of the last month, our paths have all intersected, and we have met for a brief moment to regroup, but it’s still not the same since this isn’t normal to be in this maze. None of us are truly ourselves. At times, we are have all put on some sort of costume or another to give the outward appearance of being okay. Some of us can’t really even speak. And some of us don’t know what to say. We have so many questions and almost no answers. We don’t belong here. We don’t belong in this maze. We belong at our dining room table, eating dinner, and laughing until at least one of us is crying, and my only worry is whether or not someone is going to choke on their food due to the uncontrollable laughter. Yet, we may never sit at that table together again in that same way, because even when we get to the end of the maze, the life on the end of it is not at all the life we were living at the beginning of the maze.
Though I have a pretty good sense of how each of these people walking through the maze are truly feeling, I obviously cannot speak for any of them, so if you’re reading this, and happen to run into Isadora, Lūck, or Gianna, do me a favor and check in with them to at least give them a chance to ask some questions, encourage them to share a feeling or twenty, and give them a hug. A long and a big one. Help them to stop running into that wall, back them up, and see if you can’t get them to find their own way out of this crazy, dark, winding tunnel. I am doing my best, but it’s really hard when we are all not in the same physical place and we are all going through the same experience, but in completely different ways. Remind them how strong they are, how much courage they have, how much they are loved, and that they are building, sharing, and inspiring the most important thing in life–resilience.
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To see my son struggle in a way that he never has before is hard on my heart. To have him respond to my question of, “Does anything hurt? Show me where your pain is,” by pointing to his heart, nearly shatters mine. And though I am the eternal seeker of silver linings and over half-full glasses, in these moments with him, I am telling him, first, “Yes, buddy. This is so hard. It’s okay to be sad. We are all a little sad. I would be more concerned if you weren’t sad. Yes, it’s okay to cry. Please do cry. Yes, I have cried too.” I let him emote for a little while, but then I fill that cup of his, also reminding him how much strength he has, how incredibly full of courage he is, how much I love him and how much everyone loves him, and that he is amazingly resilient. I have him focus on the good things he has right now, on the things he is grateful for, which typically have been, these last few days, and not necessarily in any particular order, the PlayStation 4 that we brought into his room and also me being there.
I know that some of his fog has lifted due to the fact that he is finally off all narcotics, as of today, which has brought back his focus on reading, his jigsaw puzzle skills, something he literally couldn’t do only a few days ago, and was so hard to watch, since he is typically a puzzle genius, and in general, has brought back more of my boy. He will continue to be on some other medications to ease his anxiety and other mental woes, but we are gradually getting him off as many as possible, at a safe and healthy rate. Yes, it is true that he is doing well, compared to where we were a month ago when he was intubated and sedated, unable to move, with no clear plans of how to get him to even attempt to breathe on his own again. He is awake and can spend a good portion of his day hours off of the ventilator. He is taking short walks, without the walker and just holding hands and the guardrail. He is smiling. Sometimes. I see many bits of the Giacomo I have always known, but the reality is, he will never be the same again. I would be fooling myself to believe anything else and to try to convince him of that same false optimism. Does this mean that life at the end of this maze will be bad? No, I don’t believe that it will be, but it will assuredly be different.
And how am I? On the whole, I am well. I am looking forward to getting out of this maze, but in the meantime, I am grateful that I get to walk a lot of it with my guy, G. He and I have always been very much in sync, able to read each other’s minds and emotional states, and help each other out at the precise right moments, which is definitely making this whole experience and maze easier to navigate. And while I have definitely been giving a lot to him these days, I am also on the receiving end of his well-timed mood boosters. Case in point, when a guy who never built a garage for us, after I paid a deposit and then changed my mind, over a year ago, called the other day asking me for an additional $337 to cover his expenses, I shared with him a few choice words about why I would not be paying him, out of earshot of G. When I returned to sit on the bench with him, despite is own sadness and frustration, he sensed that I was irritated and made this message for me on his “Mood Meter” app, which helps one to identify emotions and work through them, stating that at moment, he was feeling “Loving” because “I am so grateful for my Mom’s,” as he undoubtedly improved my mood instantly.
We are moving forward, through this maze, though sometimes we are also moving backward in order to get on the right path. Sometimes G has days that aren’t so good, where he’s struggling to breathe, needs a long nap in the day, and needs a whiff of oxygen to keep his levels where they need to be. Sometimes I think we are getting closer to leaving, only to find that really nobody has a clue when that might be. We will continue to be strong, to have courage, to love each other, and to be resilient until we, and all of our irons, balls, and plates get out of this maze.
Liz – Thank you for sharing.
I think you of and G every day.
Love to you and to your amazing family.
Oh Michael…thanks so much 🙂 We appreciate your love and support (and chocolate!) Hugs, Liz
Happy 4th of July to you all!
G – sending love from Golden, Colorado – out here on a Montessori Mission
Liz and family – thank you for sharing your story!
Sending love from the mountains!
Michael
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